Hello.Neco

would LOVE this for my birthday!!

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Most people who know me wouldn’t see me as someone who battles depression but i do. I will have long stages of happiness,but it can all change in a few seconds. It’s hard to get back to that happiness. It’s like running an uphill battle. You have momentum at first, but you just get tired. I am tired. I just want to be and stay happy. My life is not bad, i am just not happy with where it is. I want something different, but i’m not sure how to get there.i want to do so much, and become this great person, but i don’t know how. I’m ready to walk out of this fog and STAY out!!!

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Haven’t written anything on here in a while.. but this is the lesson i have been learning lately.. I have had a lot of not so nice things happen in the past, but i am DETERMINED to leave them in the past and move on.. I will never forget that they happened, but i will use them as stepping stones to become the person i really want to be. I have to drop all the insecurity and fear and do everything i can to be the best me I possibly can!!

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This is really one of the main things that i am hoping for next year! It may be stupid, but its what i want. Anyone that knows my “story” will know WHY this is so important to me. I have been through a lot and that made me AFRAID to love, but i am ready. I can truly sat that i have forgiven and that i am ready to move on. I know that relationships are not perfect, but i am ready to put in the work that is required. I feel like God let me go throught the things that i went through for a reason. and HOPEFULLY it will all pay off soon. I’m ready to find someone to “do life” with.

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This is my first real post here. This is my BIG goal for next year. I want to be genuinly happy.. This year has been REALLY rough for me. A lot of not so great things have happened and i am ready to leave that all behind. I’m ready for something new and positive. I know that a new year is not going to magically bring new things, but i am praying that new and exciting things happen in the next year. I am ready to leave the negative and walk into the positive…

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Im going to try something new going into the new year. I’m going to try to post at least once a week.. lets soo how it goes..